Browzer Gottron

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Oh my beautiful dog, never will there be another quite like you. From the day I brought you home you were filled with so much energy & love. You have been at my heels for the past 13 years, sometimes so close that your paws would touch the backs of my feet as I was walking. Never did a moment go by when you were not with me, you were determined to be in the middle of everything & know all that was going on around you. You loved going for rides in the truck & if I left you home, when I got back & tried to love on you, you would turn your head the opposite way & stick your nose in the air. You were the smartest most unique dog I have ever known; Only you would know how to get a floater to the side of a pool, then get it into your mouth & pull it down by the steps so that you could carefull! y get on it so that you could float out to get what was floating in the water. Only you could find pleasure in walking under plants, curtains, bed skirts & other hanging items to scratch your back. We had to sit the gifts away from the Christmas tree each year so that you could walk around underneath it & scratch your back. Only you would walk like you were stepping on broken glass & your teeth would chatter in your mouth, then you would groan as if you just had some beautiful experience with a female dog. Only you could learn the word BUG & come running when it was said & search for hours trying to find one. Only you would sit by the Hyacinths in the spring & smell them. Only you would know how to flea on my scalp, as dogs normally do on their skin, to show me how much you loved me. Only you would know what presents were yours, even if they were not toys or treats. Only you would wait until presents were handed out on Christmas Day & then you wo! uld tear them open them with the excitement of a 6 year old child. Onl y you would squeeze your paws on my thighs like a cat needing its bed. Only you could pick up a drink off a table or stand & sit it on the floor in a standing position without spilling it in hopes of getting an ice cube. Only you would bark at the smell of beer, fake yard animals & outside running water. Only you would lie in mud puddles when you wanted to stay outside & play. Only you would get bombed from the air by the wild turkeys you chased through the yard, my little doo doo head. Only you could go trick-or-treating in your Santa suit & get more candy in your bag than the kids did, even though you knew you couldn't have it. Only you could get the air conditioning man to carry carrots in his pockets to give to you when he came over. Only you could catch a mouse at Gram’s & then get on the bed & drop it between Maws’ legs while she was sleeping. Only you would go into the neighbors’ garden & eat the tomatoes off the vine. Only you would snort ! like a little piglet when in the warning bark mode. Only you would come running to the bathroom with your favorite toy when it was time for me to bathe. Only you would drop your toy in the bathtub so that I would play catch with you. Only you would stand on the side of the bathtub & drink my bath water every time I took a bath. Only you would learn how to open the back door & then prance around so proudly, & then turn it into a game wanting out the front door so that you could go around back, open the door & come in on your own. Only you would want to go swimming at the park in 40 degree weather. Only you would find a body of water when you got hot & lay flat in it with all four legs stretched out. Only you would know which unopened can was dog food & which was people food. Only you would want to slide down the slides at the park. Only you would run around frantically, like a lost child, when we were walking or hiking & I had gotten out of your v! iew & you could no longer see me. Only you would not go past the b uilding in the yard unless I went with you. Only you could come up missing for hours & not make a sound as I frantically called & searched for you. Once when your hair got tangled in the barbed wire in the woods & then when you got stuck in the barn. Only you would leave painful cockleburs in your hair until I removed them for you. Only you could find your way behind a bench truck seat to eat mommas left over potato soup from Rafferty’s. Only you could make everyone think you were the most ferocious dog on earth when you never hurt a soul. Only you would lie next to me awake as if waiting for me to wake up, before you left me. Only you would know your Maw wouldn’t be here until Tuesday morning & on that morning when I leaned over you to turn off the alarm, you were already awake, instead of asleep & giving me that daily morning look like I was disturbing you, instead you just stared ahead. I should have known something was wrong, but I was barely awake. O! nly you would know I would be getting up & leaving in just a few minutes so you rolled around next to me in order to get some love & give some love before you sat up, gasped for breath & quickly died in my arms. Only you would go to Heaven, exactly the way Momma asked you to. And only you would know how to love me unconditionally & become the love of my life. There are so many things that only you would do & I will deeply miss watching you discover them daily & then prancing around so proudly afterwards. Even though it has only been a few hours, you have no idea how empty my world is without you. My heart aches for you to be near me once again as I no longer have you following me around, pawing at my legs for more love, lying on the floor when I bathe, or lying under foot while brushing my teeth. I no longer have my little protector or my little man who was such a great judge of other people’s character. I dread how empty & cold my bed is going t! o feel without you there by my side, snuggling with me & keeping m e warm. I will miss those good-night kisses, the good-morning kisses & your morning ice cube ritual. I will miss laughing at you, walking with you, brushing you, petting you & playing with you. I will miss you listening to me as if you understand every word I say. I will miss you going through all the bags from the store, looking for something that might be for you. I will miss your head on my shoulder when I lay in bed at night, your loud squeaky toys & that pitiful look you would always give me when you wanted something. I will miss the pitter patter of your paws throughout the house, your bark when a stranger comes, the softness of your fur, the sound of your breathing, your loving hugs & groans. There is nothing about you that I will not miss, just as there is nothing about you that I will ever forget. Thank you for so many wonderful years, I hope you know how much I loved you my beautiful Browzer Boy. Nite Brow Wow Momma loves you baby & Momma will always be with you. Thursday January 27th, 1994 – Tuesday February 20th, 2007 First Alarm 6:48 am, Second Alarm 7am, Died @ 7:04am If my love could have saved you, you would have lived forever…..

From:	paul	(Tue Feb 27 11:11:05 2007)
IM SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT BROW,I KNOW HOW BAD IM GOING TO FEEL WHEN MY OLDER CAT LUCKY PASSES. TAKE CARE PAUL
From:	Billie aka Fozbot	(Sun Mar 4 16:27:00 2007)
Kana, I'm so sorry to hear about Browzer! Losing a beloved pet is like losing a child. You have my sincerest sympathies, dear. ((hugs))
From:	LaurieZuki	(Sun Mar 4 16:37:31 2007)
Dawn, That is a Beautiful memorial! I am sitting here crying right along with you. I know the pain, but for each of us, it is the very worst pain in the world. I know how much you will miss him. And he DID know how much you loved him. He could have NO DOUBT about THAT ! Hugzzz sweetie, zuki
From:	rkaz	(Sun Mar 4 18:17:08 2007)
I am so very sorry for your loss! He will be waiting for you across the Rainbow Bridge. He was an awesome pup and he no doubt knows how much you love him and will miss him. What a great tribute to him here :) {{{{{Dawn}}}}}, Robyn
From:	Daisy	(Sun Mar 4 18:18:03 2007)
Dawn, I am so sorry. What a beautiful memorial to Browzer...it brought tears to my eyes. Losing a pet is so hard. I know that he knew how much you loved him. Daisy (((((hugs)))))
From:	MockingbirdBon	(Sun Mar 4 22:08:52 2007)
Kana, I'm so sorry you lost your baby. I know the pain you feel, I've been there. It hurts really bad, and it will continue to hurt for a long time. Browser was such a good good pup, and a very beautiful one too. I'm real sorry hon. Lots of Hugs, Bonnie
From:	Sunflower	(Mon Mar 5 08:24:49 2007)
Dawn, I'm so sorry to hear about Browser's passing. It is never easy to lose our furbabies. Treasure your memories of him. He sounds like a remarkable dog. You are blessed to have shared life with him.
From:	Catherine/GreyGranny__AB	(Mon Mar 5 12:32:16 2007)
So sorry you lost such a wonderful companion. So many things your companion did for only you. hugs GG
From:	CheyChey	(Mon Mar 5 13:38:35 2007)
Oh Dawn, my heart is aching with you, I know how much you loved Browzer, and how much he loved you...I am crying with you. How empty our life is without our furkids...I lost my Somkey Cat not long after my David passed, and I still miss him so much it hurts. Hugs and Prayers and keep the memories of you fun times close. Hugs
From:	Sherry8	(Tue Mar 6 09:00:50 2007)
I am sorry for your loss. I had lost my dog of 11 years and a week later we lost one that was 2. That was very hard. We made it 10 days without a dog..now we have 2 again. He will never be forgotten in your heart...but you have to move on, he would want you to. He was a beautiful dog and would want you to love another one..too many dogs that need homes and will be put down for lack of space. Please help them.By saving a dog you will be helping yourself. Take care and share your love with another.
From:	Crabbergirl	(Fri Mar 9 17:03:41 2007)
Blessed be the paws that keep us company , provide love and ask nothing in return. Those that are our dearest friends. May heaven open it's gates to receive your friend.My heart aches for your loss.